I've had a really hard time leaving Rebecca for work this week, I think she's figured out that she needs to keep an eye on me, and has been awake by 6am when I leave. So now she'll wake up, I'll go in to nurse her before leaving, and she won't let me go. When I leave she starts crying and saying "Mama Mama Mama!" I can't stand it. Jesse said that on Monday she dragged him all over the house trying to find me. It seems backwards, but I feel like working is self indulgent. I guess this is payback for my getting off easy by never having to drop her off at daycare myself.