So I'll have to try again. Unlike Rebecca this poppy seed sized baby had some serious food cravings, salad, blueberries and red wine. So even though it was only around for a few weeks I felt like it had a distinct and demanding personality. Less than three weeks old and already requiring research on the effects of small amounts of wine on embryos. I'm not depressed or seeking sympathy, I just think the process is interesting, so don't cry for me. Disappointed, but I was also a bit worried about the effects of getting pregnant while I was having problems with the awful air from all the fires, so now I get another chance. Hopefully the next embryo will also do me the health convenience of craving salads. That was weird.